Maybe I was jumping to conclusions a bit too quickly.
Or maybe not.
I wrote the title to this post about a week ago (I’ve been writing lots of titles, just not too many entries.), after a nice chat and a few emails with the girl from last year. I thought “hey, this could turn out okay.”
Yeah. As if.
The last two emails went unanswered and she’s not sent any on her own. Color me unimpressed.
And not really surprised.
I wasn’t pinning any hopes on her, but it is annoying to be led on. Okay, maybe I had a few hopes, but I wasn’t dreaming of anything serious. It would’ve been cool to go back to the casual hookups we’d had before. Something more would’ve been nice as well.
But now I’m left wondering.
Why’d she email me after so long only to cut things off right away? The timing (right before Valentine’s Day) was more than a little odd. My theory on that was that she might have broken up with somebody recently and was going through old names and numbers trying to gauge guys’ interest levels or something. Maybe she had friends talking about their Valentine’s plans and she wasn’t happy about being alone.
Or maybe she wasn’t single.
Maybe she was feeling unappreciated with her current dude and wanted more attention.
Or maybe it was something else entirely.
There’s no point in dwelling on it, but I figured I should try and get it out of my head some way. I’ve learned I’m not so good at dealing with post-relationship issues, and having a chick who broke things off with me (with a lie, no less) pop back up only to vanish again…
I didn’t really need that.
But…fuck it. I’m not going to dwell on it.
There are far too many worthy chicks out there who would be a far better use of my attentions. ^.^